Holly snorted and gave me an amused look.

“Yeah, I suppose you would know. Sam's told me stories of some of the things the girls have done in the name of teasing you. There was this one day when she sat in your lap wearing the skimpiest of bikinis. She parked those massive hooters on your face, blinding you with her boobs, really, and actually dry-humped herself to an orgasm on your throbbing erection.”

I rubbed my forehead. "She's done that twice, actually. I wanted so desperately to slide her bikini top over just half an inch and pop her nipple into my mouth. I did enjoy grabbing her ass and helping her grind herself on my dick though. I nearly came in my swim trunks.”

“But you didn't. She's never let you cum, has she?"

I shrugged and started to sit up, like her with my arms around my upright knees.

“It's part of the game.”

“This part of the game sucks though. I don't think anyone's ever teased

ME and not gone through with it before. I don't like this feeling. It sucks."

“I'm sorry."

“Stop saying that." She shook her head.

“How DO you put up with it? If a bunch of girls treated me like this, I wouldn't stick around. I'd say

"Screw you bitches. I'm gonna find someone who'll put out.'”

“We both know I'm not gonna do that."

“Then you're a pussy.”

“Calling me names isn't going to change my mind.”

“I'm sorry, I'm sorry. It's just." She took another deep breath, her eyes big as she shook her head.

“Wow! This feeling SUCKS. I really think this is the first time a guy's ever turned me down!"

“It's mot you. You're amazing and gorgeous and I would have loved to have sex with you. It's me. I just-"

“"It's mot you, it's me'?" she cut me off. "Did you really just say that?"

I rubbed my forehead again. "Trite as the sentiment may be, it's true.

This has nothing to do with you and everything to do with me."

“You mean everything to do with your feelings for the BTC girls."

I started to say ‘no’ but caught myself, sighed, and nodded affirmatively.

“I believe you when you say they gave their permission

But even so..." I took a deep breath and sighed, a pained expression on my face.