I split her knees, dove my head, and feasted.

Naimh never gave me permission to take her clothes off. She didn't initiate the kiss, or tell me she wanted me, or do any of the other things the girls had always done to communicate their desires. If anything, Naimh had repeatedly told me she couldn't do this, that as much as she wanted to, she couldn't betray Alice.

So I'd taken the decision out of her hands. It wasn't her fault this way. SHE wasn't crossing the line. I was simply... taking her.

Two minutes later, I was literally “taking her, as I slotted my dick and started pushing inside. It was the first time I'd ever put my dick somewhere without clear permission to do so, and even now I could see the indecision in Naimh's eyes. She whimpered and clutched my upper arms, on the verge of tears as I hit bottom and bent to kiss her.

"Be with me, Neevie. Please?" I asked softly and started to slowly pump my hips.

“Matty... she whined, still torn.

“You can let go of the guilt. You started saying you can't be the one to betray Alice, and you didn't. I made this decision for both of us, and you need to realize it's not a betrayal at all. Alice already gave us both permission to enjoy this, to enjoy each other. She said she knows how you really feel about me. Now why don't YOU tell me how you really feel about me?"

“Matty..." she whined again, her expression full of angst.

I smiled, realizing once again she couldn't bring herself to say it. So

I went ahead and said it for her. "You're in love with me, aren't you?

That's what Alice meant when she said she knew how you really felt about me."

I immediately saw the confirmation in her eyes. Her eyebrows crinkled, and she was suddenly hyperventilating beneath my body, her chest rising and falling too rapidly to be quite healthy. I wasn't even pumping anymore, just keeping myself at full depth and undulating my hips side-to-side a little.

“It's okay. I've always loved you too," I replied.

Naimh blinked, “You have?

“Of course." I smiled and kissed her.

For the first time since we'd started, Naimh kissed me back just as fervently as I was kissing her, but she broke away just as quickly.

“Wait-wait-wait. What about Sam and Belle?"

I raised my eyebrows, realizing just then how often I'd been using the

L-word lately. "I'm quite affectionate for Sam, and I love all of the

BTC girls in their own way, but I'm not in love with Sam. What we've had is purely physical. As for Belle..."

Naimh's eyebrows rose when I hesitated, and she gave me a somewhat expectant Look.

I blushed and said honestly, “The 12-year-old inside me has always been in love with my Annabelle. 18-year-old me is still sorting out my feelings for 18-year-old Belle, though. I've spent such a long time categorizing her in my mind as my little sister and feeling a deep-rooted love for her in that way. And after everything we've talked about, I don't think a romance will ever be in our future. There's too much sibling-Love."

“Fair enough," Naimh granted.

“You, on the other hand..." I pecked her nose again. "You are the one girl who I always wanted to break The Rule. I'm not going to say I've been in Love with you all this time, because that would be the kind of lie a guy says to butter up a girl when he's trying to get into her pussy."

“No need to butter me up. You're already in my pussy," Naimh pointed out with a giggle, clenching her inner muscles around me for emphasis.