I'm gonna! AAARRRRGGGHH! ! !**

I felt my rectum clench and my balls tighten as I squeezed out the first spurt straight into her stomach. I curled my abs and clenched again, blasting a second burst. Only then did she pull me out far enough so she could powerfully suck my shaft with her mouth to slurp out every Last drop I could give her. And in the end, she tilted her head back, gave me a goofy grin, and gaped her mouth open to show me the pool of cream she'd collected on her tongue.

After she swallowed, I turned and dropped my ass down onto the bed beside her, sitting up against the headboard. Sam rolled over and climbed into my lap, face-to-face. She wrapped her arms around my neck, pulled me close, and gave me a fierce kiss. And when she finally pulled back, she set her forehead down against mine and sighed.

"I love you, Matty."

My heart hurt for just a moment. I stroked her upper arms but sighed and said, "I wanna say it back, but I'm afraid I don't know what Love is anymore."

“That's okay; you don't have to. I know you Love me and all the girls including Neevie. We all feel it, even if today you can't define it."

She nuzzled my nose and added, "I just want you know that I'll be here for you when and if you need me. Anytime. I know I haven't been around that much Lately. I've Let myself get sucked into too many things, too many responsibilities. Of all the girls in the BTC, I realize I'm the one who spends the least amount of time with you."

“You don't need to apologize."

"I do. You're important to me, and I don't think I've been doing enough lately to make sure you know that.”

“I know it. You're here for me now, aren't you?"

“Damn straight I am." She kissed me again.

But just when the passion started building up again, Sam abruptly tore her mouth away from mine and climbed off my lap. I wondered where she was going, but she just sat on the edge of my bed and reached for the phone on the nightstand. Picking up the handset, she dialed quickly and then put the receiver to her ear.

I looked at her quizzically while the phone rang. She just winked and then focused on the handset. A moment later, the line connected and I faintly heard a female voice answer with one word that I had to assume was, “Hello?”

“Hey, Mum," Sam greeted in that alluring accent.

“I just wanted to let you know I'm not coming home tonight. I'm staying with Matty."

Sam turned her head slightly, enough that I couldn't make out the words of her mom's response. In the meantime, I popped my eyebrows in surprise. Sam had told me long ago that she was honest with her mom about the boys she'd slept with, and I'd known since before Valentine's

Day that her mom was aware she was using me as a booty call.

“Yes, I know..." Sam was saying in response to her mom's question. A moment later, she added, “No, it's nothing like that. We're not about to start dating or anything.”

I leaned back against the headboard, feeling quite relieved. I'd already figured Sam wasn't intent on kindling a new serious relationship, but it was still a relief for her to say it out loud.

"I'LL tell you about it later. And of course, don't tell Dad." Sam laughed at that last part. "Uh-huh... Yes, of course... Uh-huh... Love you too. Bye."

Sam hit the button on the phone to hang up, and then set the handset down its cradle. Glancing back at me over her shoulder, she gave me a coy smile.

I wasn't convinced yet.

“How is she gonna manage to not tell your dad you're not coming home tonight?"

"Oh, he's in New York at a medical conference this week. Not that I'd ever wish a breakup on a friend, but the timing did work out in our favor."

“Well, I suppose there's a silver Lining."