“What we just did isn't exactly maternal."

“Then forget the ‘maternal’ comment. I could sense your pain. And between my own physical attraction to you and my desire to somehow heal that pain, I went looking for a way to meet you. Kevin was the obvious choice."

“How?"

“He went to my high school. I remembered the little skater boy who was always staring at my tits. Well, EVERYONE was staring at my tits after my daddy bought them for me when I turned 16. But he stood out from the pack. I seduced him not long after that. I'm kind of a slut that way.

What can I say? I love fucking." Vanessa Laughed, which induced some delightful wiggles in those breasts she was so proud of.

I couldn't help but lean my head into them, feeling the firm flesh against my cheek.

“When I saw you two hanging out, I approached Kevin with the idea of getting him to introduce us. He figured I wanted to jump your bones, and that psychologist girlfriend of his reasoned that you needed a good fuck to shake off your melancholy. I was only too willing to play along. Besides, I knew I had to get to you first before some of these other vultures moved in for the kill."

“Huh?”

“There were a few of us girls who were talking about new freshmen to corrupt. Sometimes we get off on seducing underclassmen. I called dibs on you, but my girlfriends will only wait so long.”

“Wait, what year are you?"

“Me? I'm a Senior."

I smiled a Cheshire grin. "Hmm, my first older woman..."

"See, now don't you feel better?" There was a giggle in her voice now.

“Of course. I just got Laid."

“Exactly! So maybe now you can learn that there's a whole world outside. You're young. You'll find another girl for you. Or at least, maybe you won't be so damn difficult when a girl just wants to fuck your brains out."

I mused on this. And as I lay back and stared at the ceiling, I realized that some invisible weight had been lifted off me. I'd been so convinced that if I did anything remotely romantic or sexual with someone that I'd be disgracing Ellie's memory. And yet, as I Lay here,

I didn't feel guilt. And I started to believe what Kevin had insisted, that Ellie would want me to move on.

But for all her sexual charms, Vanessa wasn't exactly my idea of a girlfriend. She was an absolute dynamite lover, but I didn't feel an innate romantic chemistry with her. "Uh, Vanessa, look. I'm not complaining and the sex was fantastic. But I don't want to lead you on into thinking-"

She shut me up by shoving a big tit at my mouth, smothering my words

And still with the big orb blocking further speech, she tsked at me and said, “I'm not your girlfriend and I don't want to be. Why does every guy think every girl is looking for a permanent commitment? I'm young,

I'm gorgeous, and I like sex. If that makes me a slut, then so be it. I just wanted to bang you, David, that's all. Having the chance to heal you and reintroduce you into the wonderful world of Lovemaking was all

I ever wanted. And we've done that.”

She pulled her tit away and then bent to plant her tongue between my lips. We kissed with fierce passion for just a few moments, and all too quickly she pulled away and Left me breathless. "Maybe we'll do it again sometime. Maybe we won't. But for now, you should probably get home. You're rooming with your sister, right? You don't want her to start panicking, do you?"

I didn't answer, instead yanking her head back to me and kissing her with all the forcefulness I could muster. And this time I was the first to pull away. "Thanks. For everything.”

Throughout my life, both past and future, I came to know a lot of different people. Some would stay in my life for a long time and build lasting relationships with me. And some, like Vanessa, were in my life only for a brief moment. And yet those moments dramatically shaped the man I would grow up to be.