"You have to live with your choice Mary. But tell you what; if you plan on living this lie, the longer it goes the better the odds he finds out."

“I'm playing Russian roulette aren't I?"

"Yes." He looked at his watch.

"I need to pick Sharon up at the airport soon; she's coming back fron a trip to see family." I nodded and he gave me a sad look, “I don't know what to tell you, Mary. My advice is quit, but if you want to keep going, I'll keep getting you work.”

“Then keep getting me work." I said in a subdued tone.

“What's the difference if he ends up finding a video from three months or three days ago? I damned myself the minute I went back."

“You don't know he will ever find out." Dan was trying to sound encouraging, but it sounded strained.

"I guess I can hope for my luck to hold out another year or so."

“Okay." He ran his fingers through his hair and gave me an awkward looking smile, "So, if you're still working. I have something for you for next week. You were requested, but I haven't answered yet."

“What site?"

“It's a new one Malcolm Stone is starting, another Mom son themed site, but this one is different, he says it's going to be special and you're number one on his hit list to recruit." He gave me a sly smile, “That's why I brought him up earlier."

"You may be my best friend, but you're all agent." I frowned, "Talking about me quitting, but planting seeds for more work."

“Guilty, and you're choosing to stay. As your friend I prefer you quit and said that. As your agent I'm about making us money. But that's why I gave you that spin on sons really wanting moms."

“Malcolm takes this seriously and you'll hear it from him. Humor him and be convincing on the set, he pays a lot of money to see his personal kink brought to life." He smirked, "Rumor has it he's paid for the real deal." "Seriously?" I was shocked, not something that happened to me often, “That's illegal, no?"

“If you're caught, besides its rumors, but I've read his scripts and seen him watching the shoots, guy has it bad for sons who want their mommies." “Does he know I have a son?"

“I'm not sure. I've never told anyone, but people remember you leaving to get married. Now you're back after twenty two years. It's not a stretch to think you have kids. I doubt he knows, but you never know. Why?" “Because people keep telling me how good I am in the erotic mom stuff and I don't want them, you know."

“Thinking you encourage your son to jerk off on your stockings?"

“It's not funny."

“Mary, the curse of a porn star is people; guys mostly, will think you're really into anything you film."

“Guys who don't know me jerking to a movie aren't the same as people who know me."

“People don't think porn is about any type of acting, but it is. Come on Mary, the girls smiling through a face full of cum and acting like it's the best thing that ever happened to them is acting, it's all acting. People on the sets don't think past, wow, she's convincing."

“And I am."

“This is what's bothering you?" His eye narrowed, “You think you want your son?"

“No! I raised my voice, "What's wrong with you? I just wouldn't want people to think I do want him if they ever found out

“I doubt they would. But the fact you're a mom I think is why in the soft scenes you look caring, its maternal instinct."