"So what should I do? Should I wait a little while?"
"Your choice, but now that we've had this conversation, you know if you keep Eric under the sway of the pendant you're using him and potentially living a lie. You strike me as the kind that wouldn't want that. My advice is to take the necklace off right away."
“Then what?"
"First see how you feel. You'll know right away, Emma. I did. I knew immediately my heart now belonged to my son. Once you feel that way you can bring it up to him or see how he reacts. But see its not complete yet."
"What isn't?"
"The stones mission and your true consummation with Eric. You've experienced Lust. But its only sealed when love is shown." Robin gave her a soft smile.
"You know in any good relationship wild sex is fantastic, but sometimes a woman needs to be made love to and a man needs to love his wife intimately."
"So we were raunchy now we need to be sweet?"
"Not need, want to be. You were deeply in love with your husband.
You crave that again. Eric was in love, as much as a boy his age could be and he wants that again too. But this love will be special, the love of a son for his mother mixed with the love for a woman."
Robin raised her hand and said "Oh my" as it seemed to be transparent.
“Looks like you're waking up."
"I'm worried Robin! What if..."
"Just trust your heart Emma, and your son's. You'll be fine."
Emma opened her eyes and found she was back in Eric's bed staring up at the ceiling. She looked over to see Eric had rolled over on his side away from her. She gently put her hand on his bare back and felt his slow deep breathing.
At some point one of them must have pulled the sheet up because it was over their waists at the moment. Lifting it, Emma carefully slid over and swung her legs off the bed so she was sitting up, She looked at herself in the mirror across from her.
Sitting on the bed topless, her hair a mess, lipstick smeared and eye shadow running down her face from her eyes watering while letting her son choke her with his cock. The freshly fucked look if she ever saw it.
But the man lying behind her, spent from the same hot sex that left her looking like a coed after a wild night was her son. It was wrong.
Everything in her had told her it was wrong, but it had felt so right and even now the newly awakened lusty woman inside her thought they made a very attractive couple.
But how much was the necklace? Yes she'd had that one time fantasy, but had it really been that strong within her and she suppressed it.
Was Eric's feelings more than just that one weak moment that he'd seen his passed out mother as a woman and not mom?
How much of tonight's passion was real? What if this affected them poorly? Eric would no doubt end up back with Ashley even if it was to try and forget what he did with his mother. He'd end up leaving with her to get away from Emma.
What if she felt the guilt? Felt she had just used her son for sex and crossed an unthinkable line.
“Only one way to find out, Emma."
Emma nodded at the words and reaching behind her head found the clasp. It opened easily and with her heart pounding, she removed the pendant and laid it on the night stand. She noticed as soon as it did, the green faded and she was now looking at a diamond that matched the one around Robin's neck.
Emma rose from the bed and picking up her green robe from the floor slipped it on. If Eric woke up confused or worse, remorseful, she didn't want him to see her naked. Emma looked down at him. Part of her wanted to wake him up, get it over with, but what would he say?
She walked around the other side of the bed and looked down at him.
Eric looked so peaceful lying there. Emma blinked back tears as she was overwhelmed with sudden emotion as she watched him sleep.
Eric was an amazing young man. Everything a woman could ask for, but could she, as his mother, ask for it? Could she ask her son to spend his life with her as a lover? Question was would she have to ask?
Maybe he would wake up and feel the same way looking at her.