“I am going to heal you. Do you fear me?" he asked quietly.
My reaction had been inappropriate. I pushed the blanket down over my breasts and stomach and tried to smile.
"Do you?" he asked again, not moving.
“No, I just was..." the sentence drifted off and I stared up at them.
“Don't lie," Evan instructed softly from my side.
The anger came and I tried to tamp it down, but I couldn't.
“You hurt me," I said harshly pulling the blanket back to my neck. "You didn't have to hurt me. I am your slave again and you will do whatever you want with me!"
They looked shocked, which even in my fear and anger, I found strange.
“You are not a slave, little Sister," Bane pleaded coming to stand beside Damien. "We were teaching you. It was very important you remember the lesson. You can't forget this instruction."
I was livid and couldn't control my temper.
“You made me call you Master! I am a slave! You would never do that to each other!"
Christof sat cross legged beside me and I heard him sigh before he spoke.
“You called us Master and we never told you to. We were teaching you. We thought it would reinforce the lesson," he said.
My hands gripped the blanket firmly and I looked up into his confused eyes, but did not say anything.
“Let me heal you," Damien said tugging at my cover.
“You will feel better once I heal you, but you will remember this lesson well."
“You hurt me!" I shouted.
“You all said you would protect me. How could you do this?"
Kein's eyes were questioning as he looked at me. "We are protecting you," he said. "You are family and you have to learn. We are afraid they will take you away for this."
They didn't understand my perspective at all. This was instruction. It was harsh because the rule was important. The way I felt about it wasn't even considered. That there might be another way to teach me wasn't even entertained.
It took concentration, but I allowed my cover to be moved. I didn't need to look to see the bruising and marks on my legs. Instead, I stared at the ceiling and tried to calm down.
Damien nudged my Legs apart and began the slow process of healing them. Just like last time, no one else helped him.