“I learn when you talk to me," I said suddenly and to no one in particular. "Humans don't have to be beaten to learn."
Slowly and deliberately each mark was coated and healed. It took time before Damien answered.
“They would take you away," Damien said quietly.
“If the men were upset by you, we fear the women would take you away from us. You must not make this mistake again. Pain will reinforce the lesson. We did this for you."
I looked down and saw him working slowly and carefully to remove the markings. He worked with utter concentration, intent on taking every bit of the hurt away. Still, there was pain in his features. I recognized guilt.
Evan brushed a strand of hair off my cheek and I jerked as though he'd hit me. I Looked up into his face and saw something strange in his blue eyes, uncertainty.
"You are not a slave," Christof said softly. "You are family. We cannot separate from you..."
Evan looked saddened, as did everyone else. We were all suffering at the moment.
We were at an impasse for the moment. They honestly believed I needed the pain to Learn, probably from a life of being trained that way. Part of what drove them on was a righteous fear. Still, I felt beaten and scared, but I found the strength to speak up.
“I do not Like to be hurt and when you do that I fear you," I said quietly and licked my dry lips.
“Let us come to an agreement, you will not beat me as a Lesson and I will make better decisions. When I make mistakes we can talk about it and decide on a punishment together."
This moment spoke volumes for me. If they agreed to this I wasn't a slave. If they couldn't agree my position was no better than it had been. I waited anxiously for the answer.
“Pain reinforces the instruction," Kein said watching me carefully.
“I was never, never taught like that," I told him sincerely. "I would not make the same mistake again, because I understand the damage I caused. Humans can learn by talking to one another. Slaves are beaten to teach a lesson, family is not."
They were silent and considering for a Long time before Damien spoke.
“I have had to teach my Brothers with pain in the past," he said simply.
“If you hurt me," I answered him sadly, "I will only fear you. Your friends are right. Humans fear things that bring them pain. I am not like you in that way."
Their eyes showed the inner turmoil they all felt.
“We acted rashly," Bane finally said sitting on the bed by my feet.
“If you continue to do things that anger the women, they will take you away from us again," Evan stated softly. He Looked haunted.
“I can be more cautious," I promised them. "I can learn from my mistakes, but I do not wish to be restrained and beaten."
The air hummed with the intensity of the moment before Damien spoke.